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In Search of Lost Time (feat. PLEASEBENICE)

from Into the Void of Infinite Sadness by pseudo-antigone

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Everyday is the same, it don’t faze me,
I don’t want to have to pretend like
all this time it is literally fine,
because I am starting to realize
that this misery and death is careless enough.
And how is it not?
Every time we let it slide, rot, and die,
how is it not?
Every time that the systematic woes corrupt our very soul,
How is it not?
When anything is hardly getting by,
How is it not?
When to be alive you have to pay a certain price,
How is it not? Not!
How is it not? Not!
How is it not? Not!
How is it not?

I don’t mean to upset you,
I am just caught in a reaction,
all this trauma jumps in action
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my
I can’t stand inactive,
all these hours are reminders
of lost time and futures past
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my
I don’t mean to upset you,
I am just caught in a reaction,
all this trauma jumps in action
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my
I can’t stand inactive,
all these hours are reminders
of lost time and futures past
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my

The world’s starting to withdraw,
isolated distance gaps,
and I don’t even know if we’ll survive, and
all we’ve lost and said goodbye
I can’t bare to miss you, man, no
I can’t bare to miss you, man

Cuz all we’ve done isn’t enough,
a time too soon before its queue
and useless passion fueling my truth,
all of this non-sense destroying you

All of this nonsense destroying you
Where do I go, to find the truth?
I just leave my body
Leave my body for a little while
Then I don't gotta think about you
Living off borrowed time the clock ticks faster
That’s that shit that Doom said yeah he’s one of the masters
What happens when all my heroes die?
Will I even wanna do this music shit anymore?
Cause their stories are my motivation
And without any hunger, I’m basically just sitting waiting
Kicking the rocks wasting time
When really I could be one of the greatest of all time
And I just manifest that
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

I don’t mean to upset you,
I am just caught in a reaction,
all this trauma jumps in action
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my
I can’t stand inactive,
all these hours are reminders
of lost time and futures past
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my
I don’t mean to upset you,
I am just caught in a reaction,
all this trauma jumps in action
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my
I can’t stand inactive,
all these hours are reminders
of lost time and futures past
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my
I don’t mean to upset you,
I am just caught in a reaction,
all this trauma jumps in action
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my
I can’t stand inactive,
all these hours are reminders
of lost time and futures past
I can’t open my eyes, open my eyes, open my

Open my eyes, open my eyes, open my… open my eyes, open my eyes, open my… open my eyes.

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from Into the Void of Infinite Sadness, released May 7, 2021

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