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Things are sinking in

by pseudo-antigone

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1.
Yes, I have wrong I have sinned I’ve been selfish My creedance undone I’ve been faithless A heathen Of secular religion Tarnishing the sacred In you You don’t have to know my sentiments I put you through enough, I have guess For mind-reader you always were, I’ll do better, that I swear Cuz I really threw it off, cuz I really threw it off Feeling cornered up Catching up to a trail of signs That wrap me, signs that wrap me Reading the writing on the wall The haunting scent of miasma Sinking down my throat The moral weight of presence Makes me feel unfold The heaviness of weightlessness The heaviness of weightlessness You don’t have to know my sentiments I put you through enough, I have guess For mind-reader you always were, I’ll do better, that I swear Cuz I really threw it off, cuz I really threw it off I have to realize that You are my everything A world that is alive Beating heart, a hearth Warming our hands From the coldness of our Disdainful demise Couldn’t decide What to prioritize. My heart only knows What I try to rationalize Couldn't decide between you and I My heart only knows what I try to rationalize rationalize between you and I You don’t have to know my sentiments I put you through enough, I have guess For mind-reader you always were, I’ll do better, that I swear Cuz I really threw it off, cuz I really threw it off You don’t have to know my sentiments I put you through enough, I have guess For mind-reader you always were, I’ll do better, that I swear Cuz I really threw it off, cuz I really threw it off You don’t have to know my sentiments I put you through enough, I have guess For mind-reader you always were, I’ll do better, that I swear Cuz I really threw it off, cuz I really threw it off You don’t have to know my sentiments I put you through enough, I have guess For mind-reader you always were, I’ll do better, that I swear Cuz I really threw it off, cuz I really threw it off
2.
Feeling really scared, why don’t you hold me? I just spent all of my energy Chasing after ghosts in the night Wondering if they are alright Images of the past Neither forgotten or undone Looked at with fragile eyes I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions Gentle, like most flowers I’ve ever seen Like the ones invoked by memory Like the silks that makes my skin Bespoke its own fragility I will say what I want I want everything, everything I Have lost in the ash, I Have lost in the ash I will say what I want I want everything, everything I Have lost in the ash, I Have lost in the ash I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions I am a fiction Like a sci-fi fiction A pile of old ambitions A pile of old ambitions
3.
Vientre 02:50
Quiero algo mas Quiero un veneno entero en mi cuerpo Quiero destajar Los hechos de mi piel los quales encuentro Esos lasos que me atrapan en tu mirada El despejo de tu cuerpo es lo que espero Quiero vomitar Estoy sintiendo mi espalda quebrada Quiero remplazar Mi vientre perdido es muy querido Esto es visceral Creo en mi vida mas que misas Eso uno olvida Como la herida de una mentira
4.
I think I understand what is a very simple lesson In the friendships that you’ve nestled in all along It is not all do or die, or any type of sacrifice But giving just a moment anyways It always takes me moments just to figure out Endeared by the jokes, the joy, and the laugh In those moments I sink into the lines Friends, cuz you bring the best of me My quirks and my sense My sweetness, my silliness And I love you Cuz no motherfucker is enough Just being present here with you, my love Sharing smokes and hitting dabs Is all that I wanna Friends
5.
self-crit 03:44
All these things I ask of you I should really be asking to myself I wondering if after everything Nothing’s coming back A lesson missed at that Scorched fire tendencies fire An impulse of unconscious desire My neglects, my guilts, and my ires The hell of myself I’ve inspired I just think of the frequency that our paths have overtook Intertwining like a twilight of the fiction of our thoughts Absentminded subjects over subjects yet disclosed What do i know? I wish I could have seen it coming My hubris, my hindsight. Honey My shame is on display here, sorry I should have figured it out I wish I could have seen it coming My hubris, my hindsight. Honey My shame is on display here, sorry I should have figured it out I wish I could have seen it coming My hubris, my hindsight. Honey My shame is on display here, sorry I should have figured it out Fragmentalize Down to disparate parts Everyone lies like I do to myself I emphasize all these narrative lines Hiding nothing in disguise Cannibalize Until it will suffice With nothing left behind But vulnerable and tender Naked flesh alive Fragmentalize Down to disparate parts Everyone lies like I do to myself I emphasize all these narrative lines Hiding nothing in disguise Cannibalize Until it will suffice With nothing left behind But vulnerable and tender Naked flesh alive Fragmentalize Down to disparate parts Everyone lies like I do to myself I emphasize all these narrative lines Hiding nothing in disguise Cannibalize Until it will suffice With nothing left behind But vulnerable and tender Naked flesh alive Fragmentalize Down to disparate parts Everyone lies like I do to myself I emphasize all these narrative lines Hiding nothing in disguise Cannibalize Until it will suffice With nothing left behind But vulnerable and tender Naked flesh alive

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"Things are sinking in" is the debut EP by pseudo-antigone. pseudo-antigone is the musical production moniker for interdisciplinary artist Simone A. Medina Polo, a mestizo trans artist based out of amiskwaciywâskahikan ("Edmonton"). On December 4th, 2020, she released her debut single “Science Fiction” to tease her upcoming record “Things are sinking in”coming out on January 1, 2021.

pseudo-antigone’s work draws influence from contemporary music, particularly hyperpop in the vein of Dorian Electra, BLACKSTARKIDS, 100 gecs, A.G. Cook and Charli XCX. "Things are sinking in" gets at different points in pseudo-antigone's musical affinity with theatric passionate songs, catchy hooks, and elaborate soundscapes.

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released January 1, 2021

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